Wednesday, June 30th, 2004
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2:51 am
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so today wuz a pretty good day i woke up and had to take a cab to work cause noone wuz home to take me it cost me 650 to get from my house like 5 min away to my work then i went over to matts house and i roled a blunt for them cause they couldent it wuz shitty cause i no i couldent smoke but whatever now i no i can not give in i really dont think i will untill this shit is all over with which will be in i donno how long but whatever then we were going to go to a party but when we were on our way we got the call that it had gotten broken up so we went back to jamies hgouse and matt payed for 2 12s and we got drunk we had to have this black guy buy it for us we gave him like 3 bucks and a beer he wuz kool to do it for us though so we went back to jamies and drank all that and im pretty drunk then jason brought over this hot ass girl from orlando i think im going to try to start talkinging to she wuz fuckin hot i walked home with them and now here i am i have to work at four tomarrow then i have to come home and pack cause im going up to west palm on thursday morning joeys coming to pick me this next week is going to be fucking amazing i cant wait to see what west palm brings me for entertainment but thats all for now ill keep updating to tell u whats going on with all that later for now
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Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
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2:50 am
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so i think im going to start posting again. i need a way to let some of the shit out in my life. so recap of the last couple months starting with the last event first i have quit smoking for at least the time being went to court and got 3 months pro drug counseling a jail tour and 45 hours of community service fucking 45 hours thats a hole lot before this i wuz talking to jessica and figured out that she is totally done with me which isent ness the worst thing but it still sucks to no the only girl u loved would never be with u again i need a fucking girlfriend my father disappered out of my life for about a month and a half no one new were he went what happened to him, no one could get a hold of him and i had no clue what happened to him as far as i new he could have been dead which if u no me would prob about make me kill myself cause my father is my best friend i donno i guess he did what he thought wuz right at the time but i still resent him for putting me though it. other then that my life has been pretty boring a girl here or the partys the usual shit that always goes on in my life i think it is a good thing im posting again it kinda feels good to let it all out and just say fuck my life and everything that comes with it
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Thursday, May 6th, 2004
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8:48 pm
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Monday, March 22nd, 2004
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11:05 pm
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today wuz an alright day school wuzent so bad today i didnt have to go to my last two classes because i wuz giving blood then i came home and smoked with greg jamie and matt then just chilled i love chillin with my boys i came home and had to do 2 projects a timeline on a 20th centary invention i did the cd and dvd it wuz easy then i had to right a litirary critasism paper for my english class on an edgar allen poe story i did the raven and it wuz done in like 5 min easy shit
i think i might try to qiut smoking cigs they are really getting old i hate the way the smell and the way they make my throwt hurt after im done smoking them its going to be hard to stop but im going to try and see what happenesim going to try to make this pack i bought today my last one or at least make it last the rest of the week ill try to cut back to 2 or 3 a day and go less and less from there hope i can do it
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Sunday, March 21st, 2004
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1:38 am
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today wuz an ok day i woke up late so i couldent go to my saterday mom wuz so pissed cause i promised her i would go but i didnt. i helped cliff clean up his house and shit from the party last night it wuz deff worth it the party last night wuz mad fun. i went to work for 4 hours today and trained again it wuz mad easy shit. i got off work and went to the movies with jackie matt and cristina we saw dawn of the dead mad good movie go see it everyone. we went back to cristinas house to chill i donno i mus have somthing for rich girls it seems like every girl i talk to is rich lol but her house is mad nice i can hear my eco in it critina brought me and barnett home and when i got home my mom wuz pissed and we had like an hour and a half long conversation on how i walk all over her and i do nothing i have shitty grades it wuz a shitty conversation but whatever i think im just going to do this shit to get them off my back ill get c"s or whatever and clean up myroom and shit everyonce in a while but i donno its going to be hard we will see what happens tomarrow im going to the beach with jackie matt and cristina should be a lot of fun
current mood:  blah
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Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
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9:49 pm - work donno yet
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i donno how this hole work thiong is going to work out but i no ill get a fat check this week i worked like 25 hours fat shit finally going to be able to save for my car and of course buy a fat krypto sack lol
i havent smoked in 3 days ahhh i need my meds lol
current mood: feending
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Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
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3:11 pm - boring ass training
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i have to go to this clas shit again today, and tomarrow it sucks. its five and a half hours of nothing but bullshit. i have to sit there with a manual, and a workbook while some stupied ladie talks forever or we watch some old movie on how not to sell tobacco or beer to minors i never new getting this job would be so annoying but whatever ill have more money soon hopefully i caqn start saving and evenually get a car
current mood:  annoyed
current music: cold play beautiful world
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Wednesday, March 10th, 2004
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10:52 pm
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well how ya guys doing i havent update in a while so i figured that i would i have been pretty good latly just chillin aqnd having a good time i went to this party last weekend and it wuz awsome i wuz so wasted keg stands funnles beer pong i need practice and a lot of good ass bud wuz there to. that wuz sat friday night i think i just sat around and smoked but i dont remember if we did anything or not that wuz last weekend
it has been pretty nice for the last couple of weeks i have had plans for the weekend like on monday or tuesday i have been trying to work shit out earlyer so that it dosent fall though and shit and me whind up sittin on my ass all night this weekend im hanging out with this girl and the other night im going to my friends house cause his parents are out of town....
current mood:  good
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Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
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11:53 pm
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Saturday, February 28th, 2004
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2:23 pm
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last night wuz ok i went to j-dos's and we went to the carnival for a couple hours we saw misso deago and tammy and rebaca there. misso wuz trying to play all these games and shit but u no those damm carnis there just so fuckin sneaky and he only one once.the kid we went with alex that fucker sold us out for this fat kid and some other gay ass kid so we just went back to jamies and smoked some kryp. today should be pretty kool this kid joey i no, his parents r going out of town. so hes having some people over supposaly mad girls. ill prob wind up staying out again tonight but i donno we shall see what happens
current mood:  anxious
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Thursday, February 26th, 2004
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5:43 pm - im bryan pretty kool dog
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Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
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9:55 pm - what should i do
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ok heres how it is on friday night i have a chance to chill with two diffrent girls one of them is really hot like a modle but alls we would do is make out....... the other is ok but i have a good feeling we would do more???? what do i do
current mood:  confused
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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
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7:00 pm - this weekend
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this weekend has been pretty good. i have just been partyin and gettin really fucked up. i wuz chillin at cliffs last night it wuz cool needed to be more girls but o well and on friday night i hung out with rags we chilled with barnette and dre and smoked 2 blunts. i stayed over cliffs last night and then today dre and shaun and kyle picked me up. we went to play basketball now im home going to shower and do some homework.
current mood:  high
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Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
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10:04 pm - one more time
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so yea i love it i pretty much had a shitist b-day ever over all i did nothing all day.... i had chicken for dinner which is what i have always wanted for my b-day dinner(being sarcastic) and didnt get a cake didnt have icecream nothing the only reason my step dad and my sister said happy b-day wuz because they where told it wuz my b-day my real dad didnt even bother to call which pisses me off more then i cant even say... what kind of fucking father dosent even call his son on his b-day i dont understande it he could have takin 5 min out of his fucking day to call and god forbid he would stop by and see me i mean a real father should be there for his son i swear to god if i ever have kids ill always be there for them cause this sucks.
I donno pretty much on a day that wuz supposed to be good it wuz a shitier day then normal it wuz deppressing to really see how meaning less my life really is now i no y i want to get out so bad the first chance i get im out of this fucking place i wish i could just skip this part of my life cause it really sucks i need to find a new girlfriend i think thats the only thing that will actually help right now and knowing me it will prob get fucked up and just wind up fucking me over once again but another day has past by without recognision
current mood:  depressed
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2:44 pm - thanxs guys i needed it
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so today has gotten a lil better jamie and andrew came over this morning. i got a 1/2 8th off him and we smoked a fat blunt it wuz pretty kool.
current mood: content
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10:09 am - todays the day
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so today is my birthday and so far no one has even mentioned it. in my family we usally put each others cards and things in the kitchen on the counter for the person when they wake up but i woke up to non... i donno i talked to my sister for like 5 min and she didnt mention it i guess she forgot to, but o well what can i do hopefully it gets a lil better. if it dosent i wouldent really be suprised. j-dos is going to come over in a lil while and that should be str8 but other then that nothing else to really look forward to today.
current mood: depressed
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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
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2:08 pm
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just sittin around being bored i stayed home today cause i still felt like shit this morning i went out and chilled with greg for a lil while we smoked the rest of our kryp then came home and went to sleep i need a new girl i mean the one i am talking to is hot as hell and shes pretty kool but i donno shes still hung up on this other guy and any time she talks to him i have to here the shit like the hole time im on the phone with her whatever
my b-days tomarrow so hopefully it will be a better day it will prob just be like any otyher day but whatever
current mood: distressed
current music: bone thug-(no)bad weed blues
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Sunday, February 15th, 2004
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9:31 pm - being sick sucks
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i am just sittin around bored out of my mind i hate being sick. give me somthing to do
current mood:  bored
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4:47 am - shity
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i woke up this morning and felt like shit. i have had a head cold for a couple of days but this morning it got bad. my glans are all swollen and shit i donno it sucks im just going to stay in tonight o well
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Friday, February 13th, 2004
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11:55 pm
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